miss my dad...

huhu...its been about 9 months i guess,x jmpe my dad..sgt rndu..tetibe nak post pasal my dad...smlm ak mimpi lg pasal dia..tp kali ni lps bgn tu ak heran..ak x nangis mcm slalu...mngkin 'kehairanan' dlm mimpi tu terasa smpi ke alam sedar kot...ntah la...tyme mimpi tu,ak x nmpk muka my dady...just nmpk bju n pelikat yg die pki...die dlm keta tyme tu,tp x nmpk sgt muka sbb cermin tu tinted...he waving at me!!then yg ak heran die x turun pun dr keta tu...ak kehairanan...kui3...then kwn ak kejutkan utk bgn subuh(kacau btol la..gurau jer,he3)...then mimpi tu stop mcm tu jer...hu3...ap2 pon i reli2 miss my dad...x dpt jmpe lg...kdg2 dlm kelas ak tngok lecturer(cikgu ben) teringat kat my dad...yer la,umur pun kurg lebih..jd terasa la ckit yg die tu mcm my dad...huhu...bnyk la lg perkara yg mmbuatkan ak teringatkn die...sedih gak kadang2...slalu die kol ak dulu,rndu plak lama x dgr suara...hu3...btol kata2 org "bila dpn mata or bila masih idop bt derk jer..tp bila dah xde,bru la rasa sgt2 kehilangan"...huhu...nasihat kpd yg d luar sana...sayangilah ibubapa anda...hormati mereka..n jgn lupakan mereka...selalu hubungi mereka(bg yg merantau) kerana tanpa mereka,sapelah kte ni,kte takkan besar n berjaya mcm skrg ni...huhu...ak sgt2 rndu...klu boleh nak jmpe cium tgn n peluk sgt2!!...dadyyyyyy.......!!!rasa sgt menyesal,ak xde 1 gmbr pun dgn die...ol i hv is paste2 gmbr mcm kat atas ni...huhu...rugi...kpd u ols,amik la peluang ni,jika ayah anda masih idop...at least ad kenangan bila mereka dah xde nnti...huhu....semoga dady sentiasa d rahmati Allah s.w.t...aminnnn...love u dad...

aLL thE bEsT of LucK!!!!!

huhu...the final exam is skodeng me from the corner...x lama lg exam...x sampai sebulan pon..2 weeks remaining..huh!! tanggal 05/05/2010 mula lah exam kami..huhu...eh??is it the day after my birthday???heheh....hate exam actually...bkn ap,x suka menunggu...klu bleh nak jer cpat abes...x suka la stress2 nih...ak malas nak membaca akceli...but have 2..dis is my periuk nasi...dan telah muktamadnya memilih profesion ini masa still kat umt dulu...so,berani buat berani tanggung..kui3...ntah la dpt ke x score final ni...ak mcm x larat dah nak bca smua tu...dah la sebanyak alam...tp alhamdulillah,berkat usaha yg ad...i achieved no 7 out of 61 students in this mid-term examination...well,quite ok for me...tp i still can improved it...insyaAllah nak dpt yg better lg tok final ni...he3...kepada semua student MA batch ak januari 2010,ALL THE BEST OF LUCK to u ols....bt yg terbaik...hopefully hundred percent lulus...ingat kita ni 1st batch kat sabah...kira mcm pioneer la gitu(cehh)...harap2 lulus lah k??break a leg...

gud luck!!!

di ManaKah aKu??atAs??BawAh??or tengAh2??

hmmmm....ari ni ntah la...sedih ke gembira ek???hari ni ktorg kene gtau markah formatif(mid-test)...ak x brape hepi la ngn markah2 ak...tp,at least x gagal...n i am among the best students..alhamdulillah...xpe kot,coz ad sumatif(final xm) lg...bleh lg kejar dak2 tu..insyaAllah..tp ak x brape puas ati la dgn markah mikrob ak...ak rasa ak score kot kertas tu coz ak minat n ari tu ak senang ati jer jawab....tp ntahla d mana kesilapannye kan??ak kot yg terlalu over confident..hu3...its ok...ad masa lg...cuba lg...tp fenomena malas ni masih x luntur la...ak sgt2 malas nak study...nape ek??takot ak..dah la x smpi sebulan lg nak final,smuanya terlatak pada ak sama ada nak berada kat atas,tengah or bawah hu3...sedarlah anot oi...ko nak blik kampung ke??mne nak letak muka??tepuk dada tnya selera....kui3...





ya ALLAH....bantulah hamba mu ini...berilah ak petunjukMu..penerang hati dan penyuluh jalan...amiiinnnn....

vaCciNatEd wiT hEpaTiTis B vAcCiN...

adoyaiiii!!!!sakit dowh tangan ak....ari ni ktorg kene jarum hepatitis B...ye la,nak merawat org nnti mestilah bebas dr sebarang penyakit berjangkit...nnti klu pesakit plak yg d jangkiti,kene saman la jwbnnyer...mula,x sakit sgt tgn ni,tp bila smpi ke malam......huh!!!giler r...yg bestnyer ktorg dpt jaruman free of any charge...kerajaan tolong bayar...suke la tu...kui3...bnyk gak org yg dpt jarum free td,bkn ktorg jer...nurse yg 1 batch ngn ktorg pun dpt...huhu...ak antara org yg last2 pg mnta jarum td...bknnyer takot,tp malas la nak berasak2...save the best for the last...heheh...cikgu ben yg jarum ak td...ok la...x ganas...nmpk yg nurse2 tu mcm ganas jer menjarum...takot ak tngok...kui3...

p/s: next sem ad 1 shot lg...huhu...bleh x klu x nak???sakit dowh...

waHHhhh!!!!! tAhnIAh!!!!

he3...congrats *****....td ak berYM ngn sorg kwn...tnya kabar,tnya pasal LI dorg,smua la...dia dpt kat sabah...ari tu dia gtau dpt kat srwk,tp kat sabah jgk at last...then ak tnya la pasal c *****,ye la lama x dgr kabo...nak tggu die sms,hmmmm harapan la ko...bagai tggu bulan jatuh ke riba...kwn ak ckp die x jd kot LI kat negara sultan hasanal bolkiah tu...tp tngok ari tu,iya2 jer mengurus sana sini...last2 kat mbkt gak...kui3....xpela,asal ad...kwn ak ckp DIE PALING TIGGI MARKAH TEST EKO...wahhhhhh....hebat dowh...study hard kewww...tetttt...setahu ak dulu,ak pakse2 pon susah nk study...ha3...ye la die kan pandai...ad kot ktorg kongsi cerita hidup tyme sem 2 dulu...tetttt...."klu bukan kerana......." hahaha...jgn marah noxx...ak masih ingt cerita ko tu...ap2 pon tahniah la tuk ko....hepi ak dgr ko pling tggi markah...tngok,smpi ak post kat blog...hehehe....ye la ko kan b**ta** p**M ak...hehehe...miss u...wlupon ko x sms,tp ak tau ko ingt(tu ayat ko la,x tau btol ke x),ko x sms pun,ak akan tggu smpi bila2,ko jahat...kui3...congrats....

p/s:dun worry like i told u always,U n arwah eddy azlan are always on my doa solat 5 waktu,insyaAllah...evryday,evrytime...wink2..miss u..

lOokiN' 4 bLacK sLack.......

hu3...2day,smua muka berseri2 jer..maklumlah uniform baru la katakan..he3..ak pon hepi gak,cuma takut x dpt maintain putih baju...besela,bju putih ni kejap jer kotor..lebih2 lagi bhgn lengan n kolar...kui3...tyme pg kuliah,ad jer mulot2 celake yg x puas ati tntg ak...terutamanya RICKS RAYNOLD JOLLY...ad jer yg die x puas ati ngn ak...knapa??ha3..sbb sluar ak jer yg x hitam mcm drg smua...bkn ap,sluar lama..warna itam pun dah luntur ckit2..jd lah kelabuuuu...he3..tp xpe,ak x amik ati pon drg ckp smue tu,ak dah amik pengajaran dr perkara yg 'dulu2'...kat kuliah pon x terkecuali,smua student pandang sluar ak,ap lg ak...tersipu2 malu la(bnyk la ko..)cigu ben pun x terkecuali...adkah dickpnya ak pakai jeans...padiaaaaa!!!!ha3...


petang lepas hbs kuliah,ktorg x pg mkn kat dewan walaupun menu petang td adalah AYAM(nyum2!)...ak,akmal n amat trus jer pulang,sbb ktorg dah cdg nak kluar g KK...cari seluar slack ak tu la...after performing asar prayer,ktorg trus gerak...ak ingtkn drg kluar ni ad tujuan nak beli ap2 ke,shopping ke...rupanye nak teman ak jer...wah.....terharu(tipu jer).....lepas jer selesai beli slack,ktorg g kedai jahit,nak mnta pendekkan kat kaki tu...tlampau panjang bah!!!!hu3...ak x puas ati la ngn cina tu...dah la kerek!!!chaptir!!!then bg baki duit pun men baling jer...hangin ak!!!xpela...sabar jer la...


tp,its ok la..we ols having fun gak la...ktorg pg k-box...saje nak test2 sore...kui3...lucu la mat nyanyi...ha3...then we go 2 IT'S FINGER LICKIN GOOD...nyum2...x lama lg tambah jd gedabaklera la ak...ye la,setiap mnggu mesti ad kfc...gila...ktorg mkn dinner plate td...plus cheesy wedges...yg paling bestnye....ak blanja dorg(ak best ke???drg yg best???kui3..men2 jer..hehe)


mcm over jerrr ko mat...kih3...


wahhhhh....fokus tul nynyi...sepenuh hati...muka amat x bleh blah..ha3...



2 lagu jer ak nyannyi...lpas tu xbleh dah....i got flu la...idung tersumbat...hu3...sengau kottttt...



mcm lopa la hoo ko mal...ha3!!!nda bah...ni c akmal,yg semakin hari semakin berselera mkn..yg punggung ala2 beyonce...mantap gitu...teringat kat sorg kwn kat umt,yg ak pnggil pantat itik..ahakss...




seeeebooookkkk jer tgn c amat tu...hish!!!


yg ni ala2 mr.bean kehilangan bini....ha3...ala2 karung baras!!!



tulang sape ni???x aci!!!!drg pnye ayam smue besar2...ak jer kecik2...hu3...


wedges c amat yg d-share...ha3...mesti ko marah kan mat???ak kan annoyingg......kui3..




ap2 pon enjoy gak la td...wlupon x lama,at least keseronokan tu still there(smpi ak x smyg maghrib..astaghfirullah...)...tp x best kat bas td tyme pulang ktorg bediri..nak cpat pnya pasal,tepkse la bediri...hu3...tu je lah kot yg berlaku ari ni...he3...


p/s:harap2 drg x tngok ak semacam lg esok...heheh...ak dah bli sluar la!!!!!mat,tyme roll call td ad my aaron aziz la....hmmmmmm....ha3...

aRmaNi JeaNs??

2day,probably the most happiest day 4 students MA january 2010 intake....kui3...why???bcoz uniform dah siap...evrybody busy put on their newly-uniform(cuba-try-test)...hu3 including me...tp ad jg yg over,but its ok la kan...itu their pnya right...huhu...setelah lama menunggu selama beberapa bulan(2 months jak pun),akhirnya dpt...terlepaslah dr belenggu pki bju formal...hate to wear formal actually...hmmmm....kasut pun dah dpt,cuma x puas hati sdikit..ckp ari tu kasut jenama BATA,skali dpt jenama ntah pape...tp,syukurla bah kan???sape yg nak bg kasut free..he3...seluar jak ni yg blum dpt lg...katanye,kain x sampai lg...knapa sy mentioned armani jeans kat atas???ha3,sbb uniform ktorg tu berjenama armani....overnyer kan???like sir samada said,"inilah student MA ni"...smua pun over2,mau yg ad kelas2 jak...hahaha...tp nda pa la,bkn slalu kan???bila lg nak ad bnde yg branded2 ni...ni la masanya...kui3...



amboi,overnyer ktorg ni...kui3...


p/s:branded,branded jg...study jgn plak x branded...

ciNtA iNi...

weewuuweewuuweewuu....he3,ntah la sejak kebelakangan ni suka sgt layan lagu2 dato' siti nurhaliza...bkn ap,sgt best terutamanya lagu yg ad unsur2 etnik ntah ap nama term tu...best...mula dulu,ad sorg kwn ni,die minat sgt kat lagu2 siti...ak suka ejek2 dia...terkena blik kot kat ak...hwahwahwa...tp siyes dowh,sedap lgu2 siti ni...ap lg lgu2 siti yg retro...layan gak he3...currently,i am addicted to her song which the title is CINTA INI...dunno la..sgt best lagu ni...dgr 10 kali pon x jemu2(itu ak la,xtau la org lain kn)...nah,amik lirik ni...best la nyanyi2 lagu ni...plus,hebatla siti ni...suara pon sedap...


DATO' SITI NURHALIZA-CINTA INI

Betapa Engkau Menyintai
Agungkan Aku Bagai Seorang Puteri
Selalu Kau Puja Diriku Ini
Melayang Aku Tak Memijak Bumi

Namun Terkadang Ku Rasakan
Apakah Sikapmu Tak Berlebihan
Aku Wanita Tak Sempurna
Bukan Sekilaunya Batu Permata

Marilah Bersama Jalani Cinta Kita Apa Adanya
Saling Mengerti Dan Sudi Menerima
Kita Manusia Biasa
Marilah Menjaga Kesucian Cinta Rahmat Yang Kuasa
Saling Berpadu Hati Untuk Berdua
Dalam Dakapan Mesra

Nikmati Suka Berbagi Duka
Seiring Denganmu Aku Bahagia
Genggam Jemari Dan Berjanji
Setia Selamanya Sampai Akhir Nanti


p/s:x salah kan lelaki minat lagu siti???kui3...

sHopAhoLic....aM I???

hu3...minggu2 kluar...duit pun minggu2 kluaq...kui3..membazirkah ak??membazir la kot..mne x nye,malar jer shopping...bgs klu bnda murah..nak jgk yg branded...bkn bleh bw mati pon(ceh,padahal dah beli pon)...hari ni lg skali ak kluar...x tahan la nmpk brg2 ni,gatal jer tgn nak beli...akhirnya hari ni ak telah menghabiskan sejumlah duit yg agak besar(besar gak la) iaitu 500 MYR...fulamak!!!mengadanya ko ni anot...x tau la,x dpt kontrol la...nekad nak simpan la,nak amik lesen keta la,smua x menjadi...nape ek??ya Allah bantu la hamba mu ni...sudah2 la tu,membazir amalan setan...hu3...help me!!!!!!!!!!!!x nak jd mcm gmbr kat atas ni...hu3..

pApaRazZi??pHotoGrAphEr??

hehe...speaking 'bout paparazzi,teringat plak lagu lady gaga-paparazzi tu...1 of my fav song akceli...best...tp video clip dia ntah pape..pelik tp unique..its ok la...hehe..syok jg kan dpt jd paparazzi ni..he3..ok la back 2 business...sbnrnya sy ad beli kamera...sony digital,dsc-w190,12.1 MP...so i was excited la at the beginning...ye la,sape x gembira kan...1st tyme ever ad kamera digital...lama dah teringin nak beli...jeles jer nmpk ngn kwn2...he3...tp tu 1st tyme jer bli...x smpi 24 hours,boring dah...he3...tp,ok jg la...ad gak kegunaan...ad jasa jgk...hehe...dah pg tgganu pun kamera tu cuti lepas...then,sy terbeli lg satu benda...bkn terbeli akceli he3...ingin sgt2 nak beli...its nikon dslr-d3000...wowwww!!!harganya pun wowww jgk...hehe...bkn ap,best sgt nmpk gmbr2 yg kena amik guna kamera2 mcm ni,really beatiful...amazing!!!i mean sgt cantik,bleh manipulate lg,kabur2 la(mikro klu x silap)n bnyk la lg,teringin gak nak amik gmbr2 mcm tu...so terbeli la c 'momoYchan' tu...i called my kamera as momoYchan..he3,bcoz 1 of my fren,nina..she called her camera as nikky zulfan...cute...sy i ikut2 la...he3...the point is,pandai ke ko gune benda ni anot??mcm over jer ko ni...unfortunately,hehehehe...i dun kno how to use it...i mean,klu stakat click n snap picture tu ok la bah kan???but the function...well u ols tau la kan kamera2 mcm ni ad various functions...tyme akceli yg tdk mengizinkan...he3..no tyme la..currently,bz with test..after blik klas pon,extremely exhausted...hu3...klas plak office hour 8-5..mlm plak nak catch up study(study la sggttt)..so i dun hv enough tyme for my momoYchan...dlm almari jak dia bekurung..he3...tp xpe,tyme cuti2 malaysia yg akan dtg ni,i will try to learn how 2 use it..btw,sy ad kwn2 jgk bah yg know how 2 use dis thing...so no worry la...

inilah 1st ever kamera digital yg sy ad(excluding hnfon kamera la)hehe..amik dr google gmbr ni...he3..




yg ni plak my momoYchan..berat jgk dia ni...bleh tmbh lens kot ni...he3..x pndi la guna..its ok,i'll learn later..oso take from google..


ap2 pon,2 bende ni dah jd milik ak..tnggl ak jer lg yg nak usaha tuk pndi guna drg ni...he3...nnti klu ad ap2 event bleh la amik2 gmbr...bln 6 ni drg cadang nak naik gunung...bleh la kot bw momoYchan..he3..p/s bleh ker ko naik gunung anot??kwang3...

aT laSt!!!!i manAgeD!!!!

hehe..akhirnya dpt sy bt blog..mula2 mntk tolong helmy mokhtar,tp die bz memanjang..lgpun klu die ad masa,then he asked me wat 2 do 2 my blog tp sy lupa plak mo gtau die..he3...nevermind la...yg penting dah bt...owh!!btw,ghulwanie actually yg tolong sedikit sebanyak..ckit jer pun..ha3..jgn marah ghul...so,after dis bleh la post ap2 jak kat blog,marah ke,hepi ker,skeptikal ker,ap2 ker....kan??he3...tngok kwn2 yg lain,smue pon ad blog...jeles la katakan...jd tergerak la hati ni nak bt...hu3..anyway,harap2 blog ni dpt la mmberi sedikit sebnyk kebaikan...hopefully ianya jd platform kpd perkongsian ilmu ker,ap2 jer la...dakwah kot yg actually penting..insyaAllah...tu pun klu ad pengisian n d update...kene rajin2 la lepas ni...malas dah nak men facebook or friendster...hari2 itu jer,xde pon untung...hu3...anyway have a gud day...peace!!!


kurik kundi..weeee....